remembering things you forgot to remember, but still not quite understanding what they are or why you marked them as memorable in the first place=



=forgetting that you discovered the solution to a particular emotional dead-end once and know the answer already=



=lessons that repeat themselves in uniquely stupefying circumstances that should be identifiable=



all these fancy tid-bits are what chew on my pool of health and well-being (wealth and hell-being?).



stagnancy is the breeding ground for all sorts of probiscus-feeding-tubed pests with serrated stingers and a nasty suckling need for a good meal of whatever is stillest. sometimes you just gotta shake your blood around.